What's the point in life I just want to die I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything about everything
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I feel the same
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IDC
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Good go die
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AbiOMG why?
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Abi to much of long story it's went on all my life x
Abiok ok Sorry u dont have to say if u don't want
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Abi k thnx for understanding x
Abi@๐Ryan๐ ur welcome
Ellieomg u shouldn't have a horrible life you've got Askin Eleanor carter
AlyssaLorton121I wish you the best! I hope that your problems will get better <3
ัษสษชษ@๐Ryan๐ Don't, I felt the same way when my parents were in court cos my mum was threatening to kill my dad , we were going through a hard time and I thought no one understood how I was feeling but it got sorted out, your have so much to live for in your life when your older so please don't :(
ัษสษชษYou*
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Ellie that's the other Ryan xxxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@AlyssaLorton121 aw thnx so much xxxxxxxxx
YouAreLOVED<3@๐Ryan๐ Don't die , you're something special and I really really like you and btw it's over
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Talia btw that's the point I don't have anything to live for when I'm older, I have been kicked out of 7 schools and 4 of them are for behaviour problem's I have ADHD, autism and social conduct disorder I hate everyone in my family except my big sis who I love to bits and my step dad and I only see him once a month, my mum don't even notice me she has gone mad, also I don't exactly want to be telling everyone this but I self harm plz don't ask questions bout it, me and the best girl in the world recently broke up my mum and social services are threatening to put me in a school 80 miles away and I will see family and friend's one day a year also I have recently got arrested sepretaly from a criminal record so if I do any thing illegal and get caught I will be arrested again and for a long time, I have police, social workers, community support worker's, family support worker's, mentors and loads of other people involved in my life I just want to die I actually have had a knife to my throat before in my sisters lap while she's calming me down I just don't want to live anymore :(xx
AlyssaLorton121your so welcome :) just keep on believing :)
xXMeenzXx@๐Ryan๐ This happens all the time, Every1 has problems going on in their life but they ALWAYS get better when u least expect it, In every bad thing in life there is a little good in it jst like in every good thing in life there is a little bad in it, U'll get through it I promise xx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@xXMeenzXx aw thnx Amy ๐xxxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@AlyssaLorton121 thnx xxxxx
xXMeenzXx@๐Ryan๐ Ur welcome, anything for u Ryan
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@xXMeenzXx :*
tweedle_dee24๐๐ฑ@๐Ryan๐ i know its hard just hang in there bro xx
gabbidon't die ?
I โค Niall Horan ๐๐please don't die!
FangirlForeverโค๏ธPlease please please please please please please please please please please please please please etc don't die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
Abby๐โจ๐Don't die you may have a bad life just think what's best and try new things to other come your anger I know it's hard but you can do it :)
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@tweedle_dee24 thnx xxxxxโค
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@gabbi I will dont worry
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@ I love Niall Horan I will try not to xxxxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@๐๐โคCora Horanโค๐๐ yeah ok
FangirlForeverโค๏ธ@๐Ryan๐ please, you will have a great life as an adult :) XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@๐๐๐ABBYโค๐๐ look I know ur only trying to help and I appreciate it but u don't know what it's living like with 4 different anger problems including ADHD and autism so plz don't say try to find new ways to overcome ur anger cuz it dont work thnx anyway xxxxxxxx
ัษสษชษ@๐Ryan๐ My brother has autism and he feels like no one understands but me and my family and his friends do even if he doesn't think it, he tried to kill himself and it only made himself worse, you don't know what life will be when your an adult, you still do have things to live for but you just don't know it, and people do care, I know it's hard for you and I know what your going through, my nan has cancer, i don't like my mum (i don't live there cos she threatened to kill my dad etc.) so please don't, I don't know if this has helped or not :/
TwihardLook,you may be struggling atm,but please stay strong. I know you can. Im always here, I used to have really low self esteem because of being bullied even though my issues are irrelevant. i can pretty much promise you that your anger will get better and easier to control. just stay strong:) xxxxxxxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Talia (: thnx + yeah it has helped + I know that people don't understand they know what it all means and they no that it can effect certain things but they just tell u to get on with it if they had they would know anyways gtg bye and thnx xxxxxxx
I โค Niall Horan ๐๐@๐Ryan๐ plz don't u will make me cry xxxxx
tweedle_dee24๐๐ฑ@๐Ryan๐ just think of it like this; you're a teen right? Hormones are seriously fucking with your emotions, so maybe instead if feeling a bit angry or sad you feel much much worse. I think when you're older youll look back at this moment and laugh, because to be honest most of the 'what's the point' is the hormones speaking... I get that your life is really hard at the moment and you do feel that way i understand, but you're a teen, same as me and probably most people, our emotions are really exadurated and over the top, believe me ive wanted to bloody tare my house down before, i just say to myself 'the world still spins right?' It isn't the end... Maybe its the start to a new beginning feeling like this? You can do something really good to prove you don't need to be sent to a school miles away? Find something you can take your anger out on? Play the drums!! Seriously it would help :) hang in there theres always an up after a down xx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@tweedle_dee24 I do play the drums I've been doing drumkit for 5 years now x
tweedle_dee24๐๐ฑAha awesome ive done it for 2, but I have to stop as its too expensive x
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@tweedle_dee24 oh ok xx
Abi@๐Ryan๐ just remember we will always be here for u even if u don't actually know us we can still help just stay strong
xXMeenzXx@Abi True that
Tegan๐@๐Ryan๐ I'm so sorry. Everything will turn out fine. I hate my life quite a lot too :/ I'm here if you ever want to talk to someone xx
Tegan๐well at least you alive. A lot of people aren't :( and some I wish were because it would make my life a lot happier :'( xx
I โค Niall Horan ๐๐we are all ur friends so wouldn't u miss us ? :( xxxxx
xXMeenzXxI can't take this anymore!! Guys u don't realize how lucky u r!! There r ppl with no family,food,water,house or anything and here u r going on about how u hate ur life, Ryan has an excuse bcoz he's ILL but the rest of u guys don't, Every1 has problems but U'll get through it!! Unlike ppl who r poor!! There's this family tht lives at the bottom of my apartment in Egypt, in winter they have no coats and they r freezing and all they can do is shiver on the streets nxt to a small pathetic fire!!
xXMeenzXxBtw sorry if I offended anyone I went a little crazy but I still mean wot I said. (None of it was directed to u Ryan)
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@xXMeenzXx thnx .... Xx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@xXMeenzXx no one dies a virgin in the end life fucks us all xx
xXMeenzXx@๐Ryan๐ Exactly
I โค Niall Horan ๐๐@๐Ryan๐ wouldnt u miss us :( xxxxxxxxxx
FangirlForeverโค๏ธ@ I love Niall Horan xxxxxx
Sara42
xXMeenzXx@Sara 42???
Sarai don't know what it means my teacher in yr 5 said so I carried on my teach in yr 5 was epic
๐MooMooCow๐(sarUchan)Youre just a kid sheesh louise! Kids these days!
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@saruchan I'm not a kid......
๐MooMooCow๐(sarUchan)My bad dude my bad.. Hope u feel better tho.
Tegan๐don't feel that way :( xxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@saruchan k thnx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@TeganBabez๐ dw I will
Tegan๐good xx
Tegan๐hang on Wat do you mean you will? Xxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@TeganBabez๐ how's that good I just said I am gonna feel that way ?
๐Smile๐Wtf shut the hell up
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@Georgia how about u don't tell me what to do and shut the fuck up urself u little ugly bitch
I โค Niall Horan ๐๐@๐Ryan๐ do u promise to try to not die as u are really nice and I like u xxxxx
๐ท๐๐ซRyan ))))@ I love Niall Horan why do u like me I hardly even know u......?
๐MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp๐@๐ท๐๐ซRyan )))) You can change yourself/the way you view yourself, you can change your life for the better, you can have an amazing life that you love. You just can't give up. You have to put effort into the things you have to do to succeed. You have to get help from professionals and the people who love you, to help you feel less depressed and to feel better about yourself.