Aren't you eleven years old? You have barely even started life, and have a lot to live for. You should never wish for death. So many people are terminally ill and do not have the time and opportunity that you have.
@Sarah(FAM/PMS) some kids have suicidal thoughts at a young age cause if family school and or friends problems. My friend is 12 and has them cause of her family and my other friend has it cause depression runs in her family so you really shouldn't being say that.