@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 I'm not sure how you remember me looking but I'm not brown 😂 and brown doesn't mean Hispanic.
I am Hispanic but the definition of the word "Hispanic" that you're calling me by is not the definition of the word "Hispanic" that I go by. I learned a long time ago that I did not want to identify with such polluted blanket terms and to be grouped up with people who shared no ancestry with me.
@hushed Dude you have no idea how big of an influence you had on this app. After you left the HeyCrowd royal family you started became a huge ting for like a year and was all anyone talked about. It was good shit 👍
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 hm, I started homeschooling. Then I fell in love and got my heart broken many times. Which lead to a deep depression. Which also then lead to lots of insomnia, cutting and one suicide attempt that landed me in the hospital... then several arrests for little things I did and then landed in the hospital several times. I then got into a really bad car accident(I was the driver) which has me sorta in debt because if medical bills but I have a girlfriend and changed a lot in that time period.
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 I'm not the same person I was three years ago. Grew up and matured. Was hoping to find a friend on here that I would talk to before I left haven't had any luck though. I just got a new iPhone.
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 and most recently my best friend. My only best friend may have committed suicide and I don't know how to check up in her because she moved more upstate for college and haven't heard from her since but I did something to her... so that's why I get this feeling that she may have. So yeah... life's just peachy.
@hushed I know brown doesn't mean Hispanic lol but ya know what I mean. Sounds like a really shitty 3 years huh. I know what's it's like to wonder if a friend is alive or not and it's really tough so I'm feeling for you man I hope you're okay, seeing a therapist, on antidepressants, all that shit. Glad you grew up though, that's really awesome and I'm proud of you my man 👌
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 I hate seeing therapist and taking meds. I actually have to go back to the hospital tomorrow. It's court mandated cause if something I did. So I will be forced to whether I like it or not but I can do fine without them and have proven to many that I can. After I'm out I'm just going to toss them.
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 Its funny. 3 years ago I was unaware of how the world really worked. Ignorant and never questioned anything. Brainwashed like most. Once I saw the world for it really was... I woke up. Started reading up and fell deep into the rabbit hole.
@hushed If your meds are making you feel like that then I stead of throwing them out and offsetting your chemical balance, you should tell your psychiatrist and see if you can get weened off them properly and safely, or switched to meds that work for you. Ya know? You can get pretty fucked up from just stopping medication suddenly, fall into a really deep depression, etc.
@hushed Okay well i sill wouldn't recommend it because I've seen people get fucked up from that, but if you're going to anyways at least make sure it's the same medication as you were given before because if it's not it may have a different effect on your body
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 it's usually very low in MGS so I don't think that stopping would have any affect. I just don't agree that I should be put on meds. Anyone who goes into that hospital regardless of what they did to get in there will be put on something.
@hushed It's a psychiatric hospital, of course they're all going to be put on psych meds, they're mentally ill; that's why they're in there. If you're ill you often need medication to get healthy again
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 no... anyone. I mean anyone can get sent there. Yes, I know what it is but usually half the kids that get sent there really have nothing wrong with them. They are just products of their environment. Giving them meds won't treat their problems cause it isn't anything to do with their psyche. It's their environment. What they've been exposed to. Put all the kids that I've seen in there in the best environment they wouldn't act the way they do.
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 it's a behavioral center. But it is a hospital to treat kids who are mentally ill. However, some kids will get sent there because they skip school and shit like that then get prescribed meds for being supposedly "antisocial".
You're environment can change your brain. We learned about it in school, epigenetics and shit. Their problems will still exist, yes, and they will most likely remain depressed, but the meds can mitigate it.
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 I believe so too. However, humans are the most dangerous creatures on this planet and believe they just need to go extinct. I don't mean they should all get murdered right now but eventually slowly weed ourselves out of existence by not breeding.
@hushed I can get behind that! I tried to explain to my friend that if there was a button that make everyone die instantaneously then I'd press it, and she thought it was crazy and genocide and the worst thing ever, but if everyone died at once there'd be no one to mourn so it wouldn't be sad, and there would be no more suffering. Sounds good to me.
@hushed It's a bit ehhh though because not letting people have kids is immoral (depending on the people, some people fuck them the cant have kids) and if everyone dies out then no one will be able to take care of the last elderly people and they have to suffer painful deaths and no one deserves that. I want a faster and painless way to end the human race, ya know?
@👑MirandaKnowsWhat'sUp👑 You can still have a kid and just after him you stop breeding but I see your point. And at the rate we are going maybe that will just happen. A huge nuclear that will destroy earth as we know it.