What's the point in life I just want to die I hate myself I hate my life I hate everything about everything

OMG why?

@Abi to much of long story it's went on all my life x

ok ok Sorry u dont have to say if u don't want

@Abi k thnx for understanding x

@👀Ryan👀 ur welcome

omg u shouldn't have a horrible life you've got Askin Eleanor carter

I wish you the best! I hope that your problems will get better <3

@👀Ryan👀 Don't, I felt the same way when my parents were in court cos my mum was threatening to kill my dad , we were going through a hard time and I thought no one understood how I was feeling but it got sorted out, your have so much to live for in your life when your older so please don't :(

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@Ellie that's the other Ryan xxxx

@AlyssaLorton121 aw thnx so much xxxxxxxxx

@👀Ryan👀 Don't die , you're something special and I really really like you and btw it's over

@Talia btw that's the point I don't have anything to live for when I'm older, I have been kicked out of 7 schools and 4 of them are for behaviour problem's I have ADHD, autism and social conduct disorder I hate everyone in my family except my big sis who I love to bits and my step dad and I only see him once a month, my mum don't even notice me she has gone mad, also I don't exactly want to be telling everyone this but I self harm plz don't ask questions bout it, me and the best girl in the world recently broke up my mum and social services are threatening to put me in a school 80 miles away and I will see family and friend's one day a year also I have recently got arrested sepretaly from a criminal record so if I do any thing illegal and get caught I will be arrested again and for a long time, I have police, social workers, community support worker's, family support worker's, mentors and loads of other people involved in my life I just want to die I actually have had a knife to my throat before in my sisters lap while she's calming me down I just don't want to live anymore :(xx

your so welcome :) just keep on believing :)

@👀Ryan👀 This happens all the time, Every1 has problems going on in their life but they ALWAYS get better when u least expect it, In every bad thing in life there is a little good in it jst like in every good thing in life there is a little bad in it, U'll get through it I promise xx

@xXMeenzXx aw thnx Amy 😋xxxx

@AlyssaLorton121 thnx xxxxx

@👀Ryan👀 Ur welcome, anything for u Ryan

@xXMeenzXx :*

@👀Ryan👀 i know its hard just hang in there bro xx

don't die ?

please don't die!

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please etc don't die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx

Don't die you may have a bad life just think what's best and try new things to other come your anger I know it's hard but you can do it :)

@tweedle_dee24 thnx xxxxx❤

@gabbi I will dont worry

@ I love Niall Horan I will try not to xxxxx

@🆔🍀❤Cora Horan❤🍀🆔 yeah ok

@👀Ryan👀 please, you will have a great life as an adult :) XxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxX

@💛💙💜ABBY❤💚💋 look I know ur only trying to help and I appreciate it but u don't know what it's living like with 4 different anger problems including ADHD and autism so plz don't say try to find new ways to overcome ur anger cuz it dont work thnx anyway xxxxxxxx

@👀Ryan👀 My brother has autism and he feels like no one understands but me and my family and his friends do even if he doesn't think it, he tried to kill himself and it only made himself worse, you don't know what life will be when your an adult, you still do have things to live for but you just don't know it, and people do care, I know it's hard for you and I know what your going through, my nan has cancer, i don't like my mum (i don't live there cos she threatened to kill my dad etc.) so please don't, I don't know if this has helped or not :/

Look,you may be struggling atm,but please stay strong. I know you can. Im always here, I used to have really low self esteem because of being bullied even though my issues are irrelevant. i can pretty much promise you that your anger will get better and easier to control. just stay strong:) xxxxxxxx

@Talia (: thnx + yeah it has helped + I know that people don't understand they know what it all means and they no that it can effect certain things but they just tell u to get on with it if they had they would know anyways gtg bye and thnx xxxxxxx

@👀Ryan👀 plz don't u will make me cry xxxxx

@👀Ryan👀 just think of it like this; you're a teen right? Hormones are seriously fucking with your emotions, so maybe instead if feeling a bit angry or sad you feel much much worse. I think when you're older youll look back at this moment and laugh, because to be honest most of the 'what's the point' is the hormones speaking... I get that your life is really hard at the moment and you do feel that way i understand, but you're a teen, same as me and probably most people, our emotions are really exadurated and over the top, believe me ive wanted to bloody tare my house down before, i just say to myself 'the world still spins right?' It isn't the end... Maybe its the start to a new beginning feeling like this? You can do something really good to prove you don't need to be sent to a school miles away? Find something you can take your anger out on? Play the drums!! Seriously it would help :) hang in there theres always an up after a down xx

@tweedle_dee24 I do play the drums I've been doing drumkit for 5 years now x

Aha awesome ive done it for 2, but I have to stop as its too expensive x

@tweedle_dee24 oh ok xx

@👀Ryan👀 just remember we will always be here for u even if u don't actually know us we can still help just stay strong

@Abi True that

@👀Ryan👀 I'm so sorry. Everything will turn out fine. I hate my life quite a lot too :/ I'm here if you ever want to talk to someone xx

well at least you alive. A lot of people aren't :( and some I wish were because it would make my life a lot happier :'( xx

we are all ur friends so wouldn't u miss us ? :( xxxxx

I can't take this anymore!! Guys u don't realize how lucky u r!! There r ppl with no family,food,water,house or anything and here u r going on about how u hate ur life, Ryan has an excuse bcoz he's ILL but the rest of u guys don't, Every1 has problems but U'll get through it!! Unlike ppl who r poor!! There's this family tht lives at the bottom of my apartment in Egypt, in winter they have no coats and they r freezing and all they can do is shiver on the streets nxt to a small pathetic fire!!

Btw sorry if I offended anyone I went a little crazy but I still mean wot I said. (None of it was directed to u Ryan)

@xXMeenzXx thnx .... Xx

@xXMeenzXx no one dies a virgin in the end life fucks us all xx

@👀Ryan👀 Exactly

@👀Ryan👀 wouldnt u miss us :( xxxxxxxxxx

@ I love Niall Horan xxxxxx

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@Sara 42???

i don't know what it means my teacher in yr 5 said so I carried on my teach in yr 5 was epic

Youre just a kid sheesh louise! Kids these days!

@saruchan I'm not a kid......

My bad dude my bad.. Hope u feel better tho.

don't feel that way :( xxx

@saruchan k thnx

@TeganBabez😘 dw I will

good xx

hang on Wat do you mean you will? Xxx

@TeganBabez😘 how's that good I just said I am gonna feel that way ?

Wtf shut the hell up

@Georgia how about u don't tell me what to do and shut the fuck up urself u little ugly bitch

@👀Ryan👀 do u promise to try to not die as u are really nice and I like u xxxxx

@ I love Niall Horan why do u like me I hardly even know u......?

@🍷😔🔫Ryan )))) You can change yourself/the way you view yourself, you can change your life for the better, you can have an amazing life that you love. You just can't give up. You have to put effort into the things you have to do to succeed. You have to get help from professionals and the people who love you, to help you feel less depressed and to feel better about yourself.